No willpower at all!!

You're only doing same as 1000's of others out there so don't think you're unusual or on your own. I think the only thing that keeps me hopeful is knowing I'm not alone and also knowing that others just like me are falling every day. Thank goodness for the site its a life saver! x

This is day 33 for me. Just wish there was something more that I could do. Apart from baby dance that is! lol. I know I'll test again if af doesn't come soon, cos the test pack was a 2 pack! (disappointment 2 coming soon!) I set myself up for disappointment and I'd been doing so well. I was even convinced I wasn't! What am I doing to myself...

Hi i did the same thing this morning. Am on day 32 today but periods still not settled down as last one 49 but couldn't resist! I got some cheap ones off ebay so don't feel as bad when BFN but still disappointing of course. Was very very emotional for about 3 days which i was hoping might be cos preg homrmones flying around but am ok now. Am going to test again next Sat then at least i have something to look forward to! Weird isn't it we look forward to it ten get disappointed! Its sooooo hard to resist though cos i want to know i'm pregnant from the very first chance i can! x

Should've resisted testing. Knew I wasn't pregnant. Don't feel it at all. Am sure af will show up soon, just my body playing tricks :(

dont know.my af is every 28days exaclty too but last month i was 3days late...couldnt believe it.i wasnt preg though.but this month i was :) maybe itll be here later..if its not here in 2days do another test maybe?

Hi, although I have been convinced I am not pregnant this month I was due on today and no sign of af. Have had af pains and nausea. Despite best intentions I went and bought a test. (had decided never to test again unless I was convinced so I wouldn't be disappointed) as I expected it was BFN. I'm usually very regular (even down to time of day I come on!) so where is af? x