I no how you feel I was like that when I had my 1st child, I was only 16 and a single mum myself and new year was always the same for me with everyone out not coming to mine and me by myself with my little boy. i hope you start to feel better cause im sure it will only get better for you

Hi all, I feel kinda stupid for writing this but i have just got back from my parents as i stayed for christmas..i have to admit it was the worst stay i have had...no help/breaks and just constant moaning about Seb when he cried or whinged. Now i face New year alone...and as pathetic as it sounds i have never been alone new year. I love Seb to bits but i am really starting to feel lonely. I cant stand the fact that Seb's dad hasnt bothered or that some people just dont care now i have a baby. I feel like screaming I am still human..i still want to socialise. why is it so hard to arrange anything to do...i dont want to go out but i have had no answers from anyone about getting together at my house. Although it is the festive season I dont think I have ever felt so alone, and with that comes guilt, im a crying wreck and I dont know why!! is anyone else experiencing this?? Lou x x x