Am i depressed?

luckily i notice kettle was luke warm before i gave her the cup lol..felt such an idiot! my brothers lil boy is 2 months younger than max and max hates him with a passion..the only reason i can think of for this is that lil harry used to crawl after him when they were 1!! max never forgets and now has an obsession against poor harry. consequently max cries and whinges whenever harry comes up and his parents think max is a pain and dont like coming over. i KNOW max has problems but because he hasnt been 'labled' my brother just thinks max is a baby. So now me and mum tell everyone that max does have problems as the kids dont understand him. gosh its hard!

oooooh that's it then off to the funny farm wiv you did she like her cold cuppa tea?? haha, anyway i know what u mean wiv detting a diagnosis it's not that u want to put a giant label on them like some people think but it would just give you an explination wouldn't it and then u can get the right help for everyone's sake, perhaps if the school start to realise there's something going on wiv max they might be able to push it a bit more the drs n specialists seem to listen to the schools more than the parents as if the teacher knows more about your child than u do !! it's probably pretty normal for your period to be very heavy this time but also very uncomfy kinda like the flood gates have opened. lol!

its annoying..when you need help with a childs behavior-there is no one there. when you dont want help, they dont leave you alone! if i were you id keep banging on about Ollie..for his sake and yours. wish someone would aknowledge max's probs instead of saying he's introverted! sister turned up early-prob hoping to catch me out lol..house was a dump, i looked a mess and i made her tea but forgot to boil kettle which just 'proved' im losing it lol!!! but i know im not..in fact i flipping came on today, so no wonder i was losing plot last week. only thing is its soooo heavy!! hope thats normal? replied to ur induce post..i might do the period post next lol xxx

hi hun hows ya day been did your sis come n assess you?? lol!!! don't know about you but wen i tell people about olivers behaviour i always feel slightly guilty cause i don't want them to think badly of him as he isn't a horrid boy (well not always!!) i finally decided enuf was enuf last yr and asked dr and health visitor for help only to be brushed off and offered nothing it took me ages to ask cause i felt a huge sense of guilt and it just got me nowhere so we just manage now but he's so hard to deal wiv and even though i feel terible for saying it if it wasn't for ollie the house would be so much calmer and relaxed, oh well he might grow out of it soon i hope! by the time he does i might not have anything left though he's broken my sterio this weekend by kicking it wen he don't get what he wants and already had to replace the telly wen we only had it a couple of months cause he smashed the screen luckily insurance covered it but lifes a constant battle wiv him. Anyway sorry for going off on a moan!! anyway i don't suppose you've eva been induced have u cause i aint and i'm wondering what it'll be like they said they'll probably just break my waters instead of using the gel but i thought u had to be in labour b4 they cud do that huuuum i feel a new post coming on lol. speak soon. xxxxx

i wouldnt say your depressed its hard to find time to eat when youve got a newborn i dont feel like eating either and ive only got two kids, once all the rountines have settled im sure youll be back to normal xx

lol im not suprised they make u feel sick..bless them lol. get his, apparently mum also told alice she thinks im depressed! luckily alice is a bright girl and dissagreed-told her im gonna sit in corner rocking and crying when sister gets here today lol. bloody families!! x and yes max is very hard work, when he was born, he did nothing but cry-he cried for about 18 hours a day every single day for a year and also pooped up to 15 times a day. i had him tested for many illnessess-he was fed on lactose free baby milk, could suck properly etc. this is why Olivia hates him and why i was very depressed when he was 6 months. we all went through hell. he has been assessed for autistic tendancys since 4 months old but they have recently disharged him as they dont see a prob-they just say he's introverted! when max is ill he is very ill..he loathes mixing with kids his age and since teddys been born he's done nothing but cry and obsess over things. i know he isnt 'right', family and friends know he isnt yet no one helps and the assessers cant see it. although i think school are beginning to realise. i do love him though (in case i sounded like i didnt lol), im the only one who understands him and god am i protective! my poor missunderstood wee boy sighhh. anyway-once i start moaning i dont stop lol xx

haha well it's an experience i'll neva forget but wud neva wanna repeat either! way tooo hard for my liking!! wen they both start moving it actually makes me feel sick n i can't bare to feel it on my hand uuuuhh makes me feel funny, nice of ya mom to take max out for u he sound like slightly hard work bless him! lol at midgits flat my sis has similar prob she don't exactely love her daughters bloke and he's like 5ft nothing but wiv a big attitude and gob to match i'm sure she'll just stamp on him n squish him one day lol. THATS her name susan boyle courtney thinks anyone over the age of 16 is aincient lately so didn't think she was in her 70's just court over-dramatising slightly!!!

max screamed all morning about fleas/stones in his sandles/how much he hates olivia and generally drove me nuts! mum took him out for afternoon lol. olivia fine, tom fine and alice doing god knows what round the midgets flat! teddy been a gem but was sicky earlier today. max really gets me in a state! susan boyle isnt 70 but is a nutty woman and looks about 170! dancers won...they were fab. canot imagine carrying twins! how crazy to have all those kicks lol-must feel really weird xx