hey hun i really feel for you, have you got family around to help with emotions and support? its great that his mum wants to be involved you never know whats going to happen he might come back one day but he might not, it will take some while to get over what has happened but in the end im sure you will find someone else and don't be ashamed that you have 2 kids with dif dads! it is nothing to be ashamed about! right now i think you should try not to worry as it can't be helping little one, or your health try relax and enjoy the pregnancy, if you want a private chat feel free xxx

Im 23 yrs of age i have a daughter of 4 yrs i was wiv my daughters dad 4 6yrs n we split up 3yrs ago cause we got 2gether young n grow apart n didnt fill nefing 4ec other nemore.Two yrs ago i met sum 1 else who i was wiv1yrand a half. I was completly in love wiv him he was a really loverly bloke and da best persen wiv my kid he was 33yrs of age so quite alot olded than me.He loved hes drink n 1day he came bk from drinking 2 go hme 2me, he collected hes credit card n had 2 go shop 2 draw money out 2 pay 4 hes cab.He sed he was gona get me sum milk.N he never came bk.He didnt realise i was pregnant til after he left which was an accident.He exspected me 2 get rid of it n wrote 2me from cyprus.I was so depressed him leaving me like that and being on my own again i felt so weak.I couldnt go throw wiv loosing him and the baby so i decided 2 keep it.Im 7months pregnant now and i cant see myself liking any1 else cause i liked him so much and so much abat him i fink its da main reasen i kept da baby its apart of him.Hes mum wants to be involved im hoping he mite be. My concerns r now wat people fink of me i dont tell ne1 my baby and baby 2b r from 2 diffrent dads that im no longer wiv incase they judge me badly.Should i b ashamed of myself and wud u of kept the baby? Do u think i will ever get over him?Or b able to meet any1 else?Wiv 2kids have u? Do u fink he ill ever b involved?As he was desprite 4me 2get rid of it he has no kids he sed hes not ready but brillant wiv myn. Im really devestated still abat this i fill on my own and dat and would apreciate your opion and advise maybe from some1 dats been in similar situations!!!As im finding it hard and need sum1 dat dont no me 2talk pls fil 3 2 add me