Finding Trying Hard EmotionallyCreated By oliviasmum on 04 June 2008

hun if u need to talk msg me i have been TTC for 5 years and nothing but i also have depression but i don't take anything for it as i believe it's to do with the mind always here if u need a chat :)

We've only been trying for 4 months now, but I was so hopeful this month. You could set your watch by my cycle and when my period was late I was pretty excited....but lo, it arrived :-(
I'm having trouble dealing with the ups and downs. Hope, disappointment, hope again, disappointment, etc. It's not fun, is it?

I have been ready to have a baby for the past 4 years now but i decided not to try until i was married to my husband as he is traditional and wanted to get married first, so i respect that. Im 23 and so is my husband and we got married in August this year, so naturally i came off my pill in September to start trying for a baby, I know it doesn't happen straight away for every woman but my mam fell pregnant with me within a month of trying, and im still trying! i know its only been 4 month but because i already wanted a baby for so long before trying its really hard every time i get my period i get so emotional and down. I have bought some ovulation tests to do in this months cycle so hopefully i will have a better chance next time. I long for a baby so much!

My husband and I have just recently decided to start trying for a baby! I get ovarian cysts every month and they are very painful for me. We decided to try for a boy and then I will get my ovaries removed. That is going to be a tough decision for me. I want atleast 3 more babies, but I know my husband is right. I do not need to make myself suffer. We have a 14 month old daughter and I have 2 awesome step children. He wants a little boy and then no more, but I want a little boy and then 2 or 3 more. LOL. I am very stressed about trying for a new baby. It is scary for me. I have seizures so I have high risk pregnancies. I have had a miscarriage in the past due to this health issue. I am scared that when I do succeed in getting pregnant I will have another miscarriae.

Wow. I have never blogged before, but now I know why people do. I feel a little better now that I have got that little bit out. There is really so much more on my mind, too.

Does anyone know of a group for post partum depression or any depression really? I truly think that may help me, too. I do not feel comfortable talking to a therapist, but maybe I can get everything out on here. I have some issues talking to people about my problems face to face, but I think I may be able to talk on here and get it all out. Thank you all so very much. I wish everyone on here the best of luck.

Hallo people, me and my husband have been trying for 1 and a half years, april this year we found out we were pregnant, but 8weeks in we lost the baby, miscarriage,very sad. Now we are trying again.