trinapinkbug

Stage:3 Week Old
Baby's Name: Madison Hope(03/11/2009)
Area:Essex, United Kingdom
Member since:29/01/2008
My photos:2

HI,i'm 29 and my partner of 10 years is 30,we are desperate to concieve our first baby,only just started tryin,but i'm not the most patient person in the world!!!! After trying for 3 months and buying a clear blue fertitly monitor on month 2 i have just found out i am pregnant! Am over the moon and still can't actaully believe it's happening to me. Baby is due 29/01/09! am very worried and scared about the coming months,but also totally over joyed!! After a routine scan on 7/7 i was told my baby had died two days ago,as you can guess we were both heartbroken by the news as it was completely unexpected! we now needed time to come to terms with losing our much wanted baby. 4 months have pasted since we lost the baby and i think i'm finally coming to terms with it,we are trying again after my periods finally returned to normal in october and i'm again using my fertility monitor.I definalty have the baby bug back again and i'm ready to face another pregnancy,so keeping my fingers crossed and hoping our luck changes soon and we have a reason to smile again! Jan 09 - We have just got a appointment in feb at a local fertility clinic - we're now looking into things further as we've had no luck concieving since the miscarriage and i'm getting more stressed as time goes by!! Well 3 days before we clinic and i've just got my BFP 20/2/09!!! am in complete shock so very scared but so so happy!! Have been dr's and baby is due 29/10/09,2 weeks after my 30th!! Can't believe it's all happening again! so pleased i can't take it in!!! Update 22/05/09 Just had a gender scan at 17 weeks and found i'm having a little girl - i'm over the moon and can't stop smiling! I can't wait to finally hold my baby girl,we're calling her Madison Hope! She seems very happy and don't stop wriggling when the camera is on her!! Also feeling her kick about now,which is very weird,but wonderful!!