unouluvme

 
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Area:il,us, US
Member since:05/01/2009
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My name is Stephanie and me and my fiance have been trying for a baby for 14 months now. In late June 2008 I got pregnant after trying for 7 months. And for some reason my body wouldn't produce a positive result on a pregnancy test. Then i went into the emergency room in excruciating pain on september 5th 2008. I cried as they told me i had been pregnant as i thought but that she was not developing right and that i was having a miscarriage. They gave me some meds and a prescription and sent me home. That night i passed my presious baby. I believed in my heart she was my little girl. We had decided to name her Cheyenne Olivia and we will always love her, she will always be our little angel and i take thanks only in that i know where she is now she is not suffering but with others I love and who love me and that one day when my time here on earth is done i will be with her in heaven. .... Since then I have had a hard time but with lots of support and love of my fiends, family, and of course Tommy the love of my life we are ready to try again. We started again in early december. after missing 2 periods and all negative test i went to see my doctor and im not pregnant. i have polycystic ovary syndrom. but im on meds now and it will help me get pregnant. yay me! baby dust for us all! ... okay so tommy decided he isnt in love with me anymore and after a week im suprisingly ok but im sure only cause it was peaceful.And on top of everything i'm pregnant.it would figure i would get pregnant at the end of our relationship.I am so greatful that we have remained friends. sorry i havent been on but i had a misscarriage at 6 weeks 2 days.I have a new boyfriend and he has helped me so much with this he is amazing.